within

"Within the Darkness of Night, the Cloud of Unknowing, we discover the Heart of our Spirituality. This is the seed experience of Spiritual growth, to be held fast in the dark Earth, to suffer the coldness of winter, that germination may take place. It is the return to Spiritual womb, where we find dazzling darkness. Re-entering this womb is both a re-birth of Spirit and a death of Ego." ~ from book "Goddess Sophia"